to congregate with my homegirls is one of my favorite pasttimes -- it's so weird trying to keep that up now considering it's way more acceptable to be out and about publically -- i miss the overall fun with conversing after not seeing eachoter in a hot minute.. ever since covid hit it's been way different, i don't like it.
to love and be loved is still such a freash concept to me. i haven't been self sabotaging. maturity? who knows. who cares.